Some People Swallow Mirrors 2 C What's Inside

saturday night..

2007-09-28T11:23:00.000+09:30

sat night is the house party... woo! Everyone's invited ^_^

peace

lu

p.s

I'm proberly moving in with Tasha if Dad let's me. How sweeeeet would that be!?

I swear I would love to get outta this shit hole

call me

2007-09-20T12:25:00.000+09:30

hilarious shit...

2007-09-04T12:46:00.000+09:30

PMSL!!

LMAO!!
ROFL!!!!!!!!

*rolls eyes* do u see those pics fuck up? lol. it was so spastic!

mullet u ahhaah.

quotes...

2007-09-04T12:42:00.000+09:30

I don't suffer from insanity... actually I really like it lol.

2007-09-04T12:36:00.000+09:30

*dedication* No one lol ^_^

Listening to: "City of Light" Hilltop Hoods
Actively Doing: twitching ahahahahhah
Thinking: Marlon Brandon
Inspiration: Hilltop hoods
Feeling: okay. kinda tired... like I've been out for a few nights, so I'm tired, but can't wait to party mor cos im addicted lol.
Today I have achieved: To not poke any one lol... that was random.
Need: a beer haah.

quote... woo!!

2007-08-30T11:03:00.001+09:30

Quote:

"Duct tape is like the Force... it has a dark side, a light side, and keeps the Universe together."

2007-08-30T09:48:00.000+09:30

mucking up in a study group early this yr.

An Ode To MC's

2007-08-30T09:37:00.000+09:30

*claps* dedicating my shit for the addicts.

Listening to: "Monster's Ball"
Actively Doing: Staring at the computer screen, feeling brain-dead. I'm a fucking vegetable in this society.
Thinking: Why the fuck did I become this year's martydom?
Inspiration: my head-fucked ex. fuck u I'm starting to actually hope they put you in the fucking slammer.
Feeling: all jittery. like a want a fight, or to save the word or sex or something. Some action lol ^_^ I'm craving drugs, man.
Today I have achieved: nothing. like every other day. fucking woopdy doo! *rolls eyes*

Need: a bundy in one hand and a bong in the other fuck school man this shit is gonna be the death of me.

Hilltop Hoods woo

2007-08-27T13:11:00.000+09:30

*rolls eyes* I look like a demented walrus hahah. I <3 the beach

The two songs I really love are...
1) Stopping All Stations, Hilltop Hoods
2) Bleed It Out, Linkin Park

"The next train to Adelaide will depart from platform 1, stopping all stations"

Verse 1– Pressure

Early morn, train station, aching from the arthritis,
This war veteran knows what a hard time is,
He needs his pension, dementia and half blind is,
The reason he rides the train with no car license,
So he boards with an expired ticket has a swipe,
Gets a fine cos the change he got don’t add up right,
We’re taking about a man who never lived a lavish life,
Caught up in the age of computer chips and satellites,

A lovely lady boards looking tired and half awake,
He smiles, she’s reminds him of his wife that past away,
She says something as she walks right past his way,
His old hearing aid don’t last quite half the day,

Some young gentlemen alive with their laughter,
Approach the old timer and put a knife to his heart to,
Explain that money or bloods the price of their barter,
To a man whose friends probably died for their fathers.

Chorus

*Mixing*
Whatever it takes can justify,
Whatever ends we make, whatever the price,
To the end of a life, it’s just an observation,
So take a ride we’re stopping all stations.

Verse 2 – Pressure

It’s been a long night the suns lifting on a cold,
Morning but she’s drugged and drunk tripping on her stroll,
On the way home, she’s done with stripping on a pole,
But she can’t pay for her son living on the dole,
Jumps a train puts on her gloves she’s wearing black,
Being watched by some old mug she’s glaring back,
She’s on edge and got the bug from sharing smack,
So she says, “Hey, what the fuck you staring at?”

He smiles, an unsteady hand rubs on his dome,
She takes a seat, a messy band of ruffs board alone,
To the digger with a machete at his lungs and he’s prone,
He can barely stand but ready to stand up for his own,

She tries to help him she doesn’t choose to flee the car,
And catches a blow with enough bruise to leave a scar,
She starts fainting, the rooms moving and seeing stars,
Aint it amazing how courageous human beings are?

Chorus

*Mixing*
Whatever it takes can justify,
Whatever ends we make, whatever the price,
To the end of a life, it’s just an observation,
So take a ride we’re stopping all stations.

Verse 3 – Pressure

He knows nothing but toil, strife and hard yakka,
Pissed at the world for playing wife in a slammer,
This man was never given a life on a damn platter,
So he jumps a train with knife and bandanna,

Boys at his back, sleazy, hardened and far,
From giving a fuck, an easy target his mark,
He sees an old man and says “See we’ll part with your hard,
Earned cash or rest in peace we can start with your heart.”

Some girl steps not afraid she’s gonna cop it sweet,
And gets decked before she made it even on her feet,
The old man leaped to her aid and to his horror he’d,
Thrusted his chest into the blade of his robber's piece,

He grabbed the wallet, dropped the knife as he fled the car,
Concerned about the loss of life he’d never went this far,
What’s done is done, he’d got the prize and he’d spent his half,
Of two dollars in change and a pension card.

So take a ride, cos we stopping all stations...

Not much...

2007-08-27T09:18:00.000+09:30

pretty flower from xavier yay

2007-08-22T14:23:00.000+09:30

okay the pic of me n my sis n mum turned out pretty icky.

My beautiful best friend, Lily and me.

Gorgeous Family

2007-08-22T14:12:00.000+09:30

My neice, Alexi, My sister Molly and my mum, my two sisters and me!

School is a thrill a fucking minute!

2007-08-22T14:06:00.000+09:30

Listening to: 'Diary of Jane' by Breaking Benjamin
Actively Doing: Blogging, chewwing my nails, reviewing poetry.
Thinking: That my throat is sore.
Inspiration: Nada, really.
Feeling: that I'm trapped in a stuffy room (funny that), and wanting to punch a slut's head in. yay.
Today I have achieved: Stuff my cake hole all day until the canteen lady threw up her hands in (insert emotion here) as she saw me in the line and called out to me "Ur eating AGAIN?!" lol

Woozy's Party

2007-08-21T09:45:00.000+09:30

Was it the friday before last or the friday before the friday before last. Hmm... i think it was the latter. fun fun fun Loooook at me. I'm in white lol

2007-08-21T09:35:00.000+09:30

Listening to: 'Misery Business' by Paramore playing over in my head
Actively Doing: Blogging, and art
Thinking: Art. And blogging. DOH! and fingers, eyes and toes crossed I get to go to Cairns and live with my bro ya know ya hoe! Haha
Inspiration: Nothing, that's why I'm pretending to do art but I'm really blogging ^_^
Feeling: Bloated. We finished the 40 hour famine this morning. Depressed because my hotmail has maintained the same status consistantly- nada! meh.
Today I have achieved: To eat! Something I didn't do yesterday at all.

woo

2007-08-14T11:52:00.000+09:30

new email address cos the other one is so old it's embarrassing!

.... i_apothecary_u_pathogen@hotmail.com

listening to music

"open wide n then u'll find
I'm not ur friend, im just pretend"
Pretend, Sick Puppies

It's lunch at school im so bored as! Sweeet FA

Welcome to the real world, Sick Puppies, Borat style "VERY NIIICE HOOW MUCH?!" lol

^_^

xo Lu

WALK AWAY

2007-07-30T14:36:00.000+09:30

i used to think i was strong until i had the misery to stumble on you... lurking in the shadows you morfed into what i wanted you to be. The problem was, i grew to know you too well, and i pulled back you defences and touched your soft side.

Sometimes i want to take your head tenderly in my hands and slam it into a fucking brick wall for the shit you put me through. There's no end of the day I'll love you because i never did. I'll take my tears, put them in a bucket and FUCKING DROWN YOU IN THEM.

West Gate Bridge is calling you darling. Jump and i won't catch you.

This is my final FUCK YOU before i leave for good.

Today and my emo hair

2007-06-21T17:22:00.000+09:30

just checking in. not much happened today.

Happy Yule!

Listening to: Fiona Horne, 'Simple Truths of A...' and Def FX ' A Spell On You'
Doing: Blogging, ruffing up my hair... now it looks emo..!
Thinking: About a lot of things. Mainly looking forward to this Yule weekend.
Inspiration: Fiona
Feeling: Slightly parched... I don't think I've drunken enough water today
I did: Have the most relaxing bath today! It was soo calming.

I might post my Yule fun. :)

Lu xo

rainy...

2007-06-20T16:46:00.000+09:30

yeah it's really rainy.

well not much happened today. Amy got pissed off cos I was holding her chips 4 her n Violet was skinny n starving 2 death so i thought it wouldn't matter if I gave her sum. This is one of those biiig packets, and most of it was eaten already. Amy said it was her lunch, n i was lyk yeaaah... u've eaten nearly all of them. So ther wer a few left n she threw them away n she walked off and said she was going 2 the library. I was like... righto wotevs.

dark dark clouds.

I love some people. LOLly (:

i should probly go.. its gunna rain heeaps in a min. love love <3<3<3

Love u

Lu Lu
xo

In Lockdown

2007-06-18T11:46:00.000+09:30

well, well. It wasn't going to be long before something went wrong any way. So I can safely say I knew that lol. I was lazing around home today, and Amy calls me up asking me if I'm at school. I was like... uh, do I look like it lol. So Amy goes, "ok, cos I didn't think i saw u when school went into lockdown." Huh?! Lockdown? WTF?! "Didn't u hear about Flinders"n im lyk... oh fuck... oh fuck they have blown up fuckin Flinders St Station man and we r all screwed. But it turned out to be a shooting... I thought Melb was safe?! A random came up and started shooting at these people. One confirmed dead, two in surgery and two in hospital. Then she was telling me about MGC going into isolation, and teacher's were checking everyone constantly and no-one was allowed outside, and the city was in lockdown. I turned on the tv and sure enough, every station was yapping on about it. So I went cold. It was 10:30 and these peeps are running round popping off shots... its like gosh waiting until the rest of us have woken up damn it. So I had gone cold and checked the door was locked lol. anyway that's my freaky thing for the day. And went over the railway on Fri where the truckie hit the train and you can still see the marks where the trail derailed and all that jazz.In three months my entire outlook on life has changed!

off to steal someone's Coke from the fridge...mm

lu xo

listening to: Missy Higgins, Sick Puppies

WISDOM! HAAH

2007-06-14T13:09:00.000+09:30

mm... just sitting here dreaming of my baby. Isn't it weird how sometimes you can hang out with someone and then you go home, and the next morning, no matter how cold it is, it still feels like they are there, with you making you feel alive, and you can still smell their skin and still feel their lips on yours, and then you start thinking about them, and then you realise how much they mean to you, and how they have become a part of you?

Sometimes we find love in the strangest places. I guess love is like hair bands, or coins, we find them in the dark places, and you can't see them, until you pull it out from under the couch and realise how it has the potential to be really useful.

I hate phone calls. A voice only says so much about a person. I've been on the phone to people before and I was dancing around, poking my tongue out and being stupid while they were deadly serious, so it's not as if it's real. It makes me miss people more when they ring up to remind me I haven't heard from them in months. Phone calls are stupid, they make you feel guilty for never listening hard enough to what the person on the other end of the line is saying, and sometimes we have reasons why we haven't spoken to people in months. "I miss you baby gurl, when are you coming home?" was a txt I got the other day from some random who used to like me. People only usually call or txt when they are:
a) Bored outta their brains OR
b) Thinking of you
(Very rarely do people contact you to tell you something important... no we do that in person. I guess sometimes we make plans, which we call and txt for.)
and I mean I would be kinda offended if someone only rang me up cos they "had nothing better to do" or "everyone else is busy/asleep/not talking to me" it's like... well fine fuck you, you have to be half-dead from bordedom before you can ring me! It's offensive.
Which brings me to b) that they are thinking of you. This is only ok if they are close friends and it's after school-ish time, as in you've just walked through the door. However, what isn't normal is ex's ringing you at 3am "just cos they were thinking about you" actually getting a phone call from an ex isn't good full stop. So if you dumped them don't think about picking up, it's OVER that's why you dumped them. This phone call can only be picked up and you can only talk to them if and only IF you two broke up cos you moved away or it wasn't anyone's fault and they are moving back and want to love you all over again. Otherwise stay away. The worst thing humanly possible that a person can do is call an ex who broke up with them and they have moved on while the caller hasn't, and the ex has a new partner. It sends the ex's new partner insaaane and they want to kill the ex who in turn will want to kill you for making the dumb call in the first place. The only time a person who has been dumped can call their ex is when a) they just saw their ex's mum die and the ex doesn't know or b) they want them to be even more pissed off then they already r. I mean, how many times have I sat there and seen guys get calls from their ex's and their g/fs gone nuuuttters or the guy and his g/f sit there and laugh at the desperate ex who called up wanting him back. If you love someone and they left, let it go, and if they come back to you then they are truly yours. If they don't, then it was never love.
Phone calls suck. So don't make them.

I'm Gravity, Pulling you down, Planting Your feet back on the ground

2007-06-14T11:09:00.000+09:30

I'm not in a good mood. It's to cold to be myself. I'm always shivering.

Sometimes we take chances,

Sometimes we take pills

Something feels good for a while, but my life is like gravity, my happiness will head towards the stars, but then what goes up must come down.

I had to find you,

To tell you I need you

I've retreated back into my shell, and nothing can coax me out. I've curled up into a ball, trying to be as insignificant and small as I can be in this world. I'm shivering, guessing as I stumble my way through this darkness, feeling along the walls, blind.

I don't know what I've done,

I don't know if I like who I've become

I'm running in a circle, chasing my tail, trampling everyone as I do.

I thought love was black and white,

What was wrong and what was right

I wrote a poem, the words were a long string floating out from a hole in my heart, a hole you pentrated to roll across the pages.

Jump in my car, We'll go 100 around the bends

We'll take this road until get back to the start

I can feel my heart shivering in my head.

Grow tall, sugarcane

eat the soil, drink the rain

But know, they'll chase you if you play little games

So run fast, sugarcane

You better run fast

You are my sunshine, warming me, and burning me out of habit. You crawl through my window, into my room to watch me sleep. My blanket of shadows tightens around me, but you chase the darkness away, and give me back my life.

We moved together

Like a ball and a chain

minds becoming to halves of the same

it was real but in the shadows it grew

You whispered your feelings into my ear into the darkness, my lover, my source of joy.

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one said it would be this hard

I love you too.